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I WONT BE N THIS BITCH MUCH BUT IM STILL HERE REPPING 239 TO DA FULLEST ANY ONE HATIN CAN KISS THIS BIG ASS. RELATIONSHIPS HAVE COME AND GONE. I ADMIRE A CERTAIN SOMEONE BUT HER LIFE MEANS EVERYTHING AND I WANT HER TO SUCCEED EVEN IF NOT WITH ME EVEN THOUGH THATS WHAT I WANT THE MOST. THE NAME WON'T BE DISCLOSED IN RESPECT FOR HER. IM STILL BURNING STILL DRANKIN CEPT WORK AND SCHOOL ARE ALL OVER ME. IM IN MY THIRD YEAR OF CULINARY WHICH IS GOING FAIRLY WELL. IM NOW A SUPERVISOR FOR STARBUCKS FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS. MY BIPOLAR HAS BEEN GETTING AT ME BAD LATELY. IM TRYING TO GET TO RUTH COOPER FOR OUTPATIENT CARE AND A REAVALUATION AND NEW MEDS. ITS BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF SINCE LITHIUM. WISH ME LUCK BITCHESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.........................................
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September 19th 17:49] |
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EVERYONE CAN THANK ME!! ((SUICIDEKISSEZZ)) AKA DANNY'S SHORT LIL G/F! credits for the layout.
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[Saturday
July 2nd 15:01] |
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dude this is awsome!!!!wow im retarted!:)
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[Sunday
June 26th 2:22] |
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Have You Ever...
(x)ever smoked marijuana
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from my space
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party -
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge or a huge boat-
( ) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) had a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something -
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish.
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes-
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 4 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn’t take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree.
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house-
( ) are scared to watch scary movies
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone’s name
(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someone’s hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been threatened 2 b kicked out of ur house
( ) been kicked out your house
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[Sunday
June 26th 1:10] |
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ahhh....hello everyone. howz it be? good here. i just got my first piece of ink today. its a chinese symbol on the back of my neck as you can see in the pic. it means "PAIN". my mom had a weird look in her eys when i told her i was getting it. dude if anyone has ever tyold you before that piercings and tats hurt they dont. they feel fucking awsome. it just feels like getting stung by a bee several hundred times a minute. if you can hjandle that then im sure you can handle a tattoo. i got to see my sista today! i surprised her by dropping by her job at like nine pm after the pizza buffet i went to. she was sure as hell happy to see my ass. i think she hurt my shoulder hugging me so hard. its ok though cause she's my big sis. she introduced me to Seth, the dude who has been watching out for her for John. I was hoping to see that fat john dude who keeps flirting with her so i could beat his ass for her, but that day will come. well im tired and have to go to tampa in a few hours. night night.
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[Monday
June 20th 9:40] |
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TODAY I SAY GOOD DAY!hello followers...hope life has been up for you all. i've had my ups and downs since last update. like for one i almost got kicked out of the band for quote unquote "not taking the band serious enough". what the fuck. doesn't anyone believe in having a great relationship and being able to be happy with life before they do what they do musically? i know i do. i've been building up the best relationship of my life so i can keep my self and my baby sarah happy. things have been great,like i actually tried on clothes in pacsun and looked like more emoish. sarah said i looked hot with my pierceings in the clothes. she picked out a ppair of billabong jeans and a polo with green and white stripes. i looked at myself and was like holy shit who the fuck am i. hey well i g2g to walmart with pops so i will finish later. peace and chicken grease
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[Friday
June 10th 22:12] |
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OMFG i heard this song and claimed it for my love Sarah. it described how i feel about her. i love her more than anything on this earth,even more than life. this is for you Sarah!2 Months on Thursday
Skid Row
I Remember You
[Bolan, Snake]
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through
I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
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[Friday
June 10th 21:29] |
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[Saturday
June 4th 14:24] |
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Basics-
Name::Daniel Scott Murr
Nicknames:: danny,dan,catboy
Sex::male
Birthday::9/22/88
Age:: 16 1/2
Sign:: Virgo
-Looks-
Eye Color:: Brown
Hair Color:: Brown
Height:: 6'4''
Shoe Size::13-14
-School-
School:: Lehigh Senior High School
School Colors:: yellow and blue
Grade:: 11th
Favorite Subject:: T.V. Prod.
Least Favorite Subject:: Spanish
Favorite Teacher:: Snedon
Least Favorite Teacher::Mr. Scallon
-Favorites-
Color:: red
Movie:: (currently)Star Wars 3
TV Show:: Headbangers Ball
Band:: korn/metallica/coal chamber/type o' negative
Singer:: Chester Bennington
Rapper:: Dr. Dre
Fruit:apple
Vegetable::peas
Drink::SoBe No Fear
Season::fall
Holiday:christmas
Number:: i dont think i have a fovorite number
-Do You...-
Smoke:: not anymore
Drink:: barely
Do Drugs:: not anymore
Believe in God:: yes
Keep a Diary:: does LJ count???
Wear Glasses/Contacts:no
Play a Sport:: not anymore
What:: que pas un amigos???
Have any Piercings:: YES
Where:: eyebrow,lip,two gauges in each ear
-Have You...-
Smoked:: yes
Drank:: fuck yes
Done Drugs:: yes
Gotten Drunk:: yep
Used Someone:: never
Been Used:: for damn sure
-Last Time You...-
Hugged Someone::friday morning (Sarah)
Talked to Someone:: today(dad)
Cried:: thursday or friday
Laughed:: today
Saw a Movie:: wednsday night
Went to the Movies::same as above
Went out with Someone:: im taken currently to my Sarah
Ate:: an hour ago
-Last Person You...-
Hugged:: Sarah
Talked To:: Dad
Cried About:: Sarah
Laughed About:: Sarah
Went to the Movies With::Danny
Went Out With:: Sarah
-This or That-
Peanut Butter - Jelly:: Jelly
Coke - Pepsi:: Pepsi
Sprite - Mountain Dew::Sprite
Nike - Adidas:: Adidas
Gold - Silver:: Gold
Cat - Dog:: Cat
Day - Night:: Night
Bath - Shower::bath
McDonalds - Burger King::McDonalds
KFC - Taco Bell:: KFC
Mom - Dad:: Dad
Sun - Moon:: Moon
Ocean - Sea:: Ocean
Britney - Christina::neither
Justin - Nick Carter:: fuck them
N*SYNC - BSB:: WTF NO MORE BOY BANDS!!!!!!
Michael Jackson - Janet Jackson:: >>>>>>GO_____AWAY<<<<<<<
Football - Hockey:: footbal
Dark - Light:: Dark
Tea - Coffee:: Coffee
Hugs - Kisses:: Kisses
Freedom - Happiness:: Happiness
-Personal-
Straight, Gay or Bi:: Straight
How many States Have You Been to::18
How many Countries Have You Been to:: 1
What Color Are Your Socks:: black and white
What Color are Your Underwear:: mixed
What is Your Dream Car::1969 Pontiac GTO
Do You Have Long Fingernails:: no but they are sharp!
Do You Paint Your Nails:: yes
What Are Your Phobias:dying underwater
How Many Children Do You Want In The Future:: 1 or 2
Do You Want to Get Married?: yes
How many Cavities Do You Have::none
Are You a Lefty or Righty:: lefty
What Is Under Your Bed::pokemon cards and dishes
What Do You Have On Your Walls (in your room)::posters and black paint
Have You Ever Broken a Bone:: yes
Have You Ever Had Stitches:: no
Have You Had Your Toncils Removed::yes
Have You Had Your Wisdom Teeth Removed:: no
-What Do You Think About...-
Abortion:: if it must happen let it
Kids:: there cool
Adults:: some are cool
Love:: Its a neccisity in life
Drinking:: its cool at times
Drugs::NOT COOL
Smoking:: bad habit
War:: FUCK THE WAR
Our World Today:: a piece of hell thats in total chaos
Yourself:: idk
-First Word That Comes To Mind-
Snow:: home
Computer:: communicate
Water:: splash
Fire:: !!!BOOM!!!
School:: sucks
Floor:: mop
Pirate:: Johnny Depp
Tissue:: nose
Music:: MY LIFE
Towel:: shower
Tampon:: not me
-Love-
Sweetest Person You Know::Sarah
What Makes A Good Date:: The Beach,Movies,Resturant, cruising the streets listening to techno,maybe a concert?
Shortest Relationship::2 days
Are You A Virgin:: no
-In The Last 24 Hours Have You...-
Had A Serious Talk:: yes somewhat
Hugged Someone:: yes
Cried:: no
Laughed:: yes
Cut Your Hair::no
Kissed Someone:: yes
Did Something Stupid::no
Blown Your Nose:: no
Ate An Apple:: yes
-Do You Have-
A Car:: no
A Camera:: no
Your Own Room::yes
Siblings:: yes
Both Parents::no
-Preferences-
Red/Blue -red
Dogs/Cats - cats
Roses/Daisies - roses
Beer/Liquor - liquor
Underwear/Thongs - both
Hair: Short/Long - long
Boots/Shoes - Shoes
Food: Mexican/Italian -mexican
Day/Night - night
City/Country - city
Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints -solid
-Have you-
Stolen anything?yes
Smoked? -yes
Pot? - yes
Crack? - yes
Drank? - yes
Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?yes
Posed for nude pics? no
Considered a life of crime? -no
Considered being a hooker? - no
Maybe a pimp? no
Been married? - no
Been divorced? - no
Are you psycho? - maybe
Split personalities?- no
Schizophrenic? - no
Obsessive? - no
Compulsive? - no
Obsessive Compulsive? -no
Panic? - maybe
Anxiety? -sometimes
Depressed? - yes
Suicidal? - maybe
Homicidal? - no
Genocidal? - no
Pedophile? - no
Obsessed with hate? -no
Photogenic? - n
Mutilate animals? -no
Idolize infamous criminals? -no
-HAVE YOU EVER:-
Kissed someone: yes
Kept a secret from everyone:yes
Set a body part on fire:yes
Called or seen a psychic:no
Ever cried at a chick flick:no
Had a crush on a teacher: yes
Found a cartoon character attractive:no
Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block?no
Watched Punky Brewster: no
Prank called someone: yes
Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after:yes
Been on stage: yes
-DO YOU:-
Wear eye shadow: eyeliner
Have a dog: yes
Want a tattoo, and where: yes,neck,back,arms,legs
Have any regrets: yes the year and a half i wasted with erynn the skank
Do you have a best friend: yes
Who do you cry with:Sarah
-DESCRIBE YOUR:-
Wallet : Black Leather,Metal Studs
Toothbrush : blue and white
Jewelry worn daily : surgical steel
Pillow cover : black with the scent of Sarah
Blanket : ... black
Sunglasses :Ray Bans
Underwear : green checkers
Favorite shirt : black with a band on it
Cologne/Perfume :Vera Wang For Men/Domain
What you are wearing now :hard Rock Live Sleeveless Tee,Black TriPP Shorys
Hair :normal
Make up : none
-WHO or WHAT (was/is/are):-
In my mouth : saliva
After this: MTV
Talking to : no one
Eating : proboly famous amous cookies
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?Lindsay for trying to ruin my bueatiful relationship with Sarah
Person you wish you could see right now : Sarah
Is next to you : no one is here
something your looking forward to this month?My Chemical Romance concert
The last thing you ate? : turkey burgers
Do you believe in love : fuck yes
Do you believe in soul mates : yes
Do you believe in love at first sight:YES!!!
Do you believe in forgiveness : yes
Do you believe in God : yes
What do you want done with your body when you die:Buried next to a waterfall in Norway
Who is your worst enemy? : drugs
What is the latest you've ever stayed up :2 and 1/2 days
Can you eat with chopsticks : no
What are some of your favorite pig out foods:wendy's,sweet tomatoes
What's something you wish you could understand better: life
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time: my good friend Isabel in spain
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow: Get intersetewd in Full Sail more
im so sore.i need a massage. no more baths for me. i passed out in my dads tub for like 4 hours last night. i woke up at 130 in pain. i crashed immidiatly after hitting the bed.
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May 29th 5:53] |
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HEY EVERYONE. TIME FOR A BREIF UPDATE. FIST OFF,SARAH I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT CALLING YOU YESTERDAY. I GOT SICK AND WAS LIKE LAYING DOWN SWEATING MY ASS OFF MOST OF THE DAY AND SLEEPING. LIKE I ALMOST PASSED OUT IN CHURCH A FEW TIMES, BUT IM BETTER TODAY AND PROMISE TO CALL YOU FROM UNIVERSAL AT 10. THE NUMBER I'LL CALL YOU FROM WILL MOST LIKELY BE EITHER 410-6647 OR 6645. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND CANT WAITTO SEE YOU. P.S. IF YOUR UP TO IT I HAVE AN IDEA FOR WHEN I COME BACK THIS EVENING.
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THREE NAMES I GO BY:
1. Dan
2. Danny
3. CatBoy
THREE SCREENNAMES I'VE HAD:
1. dcarguy1388
2. chamber_addict13
3. digitalfreak1388(currently in use)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i like that i can help people with their problems
2. and that's
3. all
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my fat
2. the thing in my ear
3. i throw my neck out everytime im at a metallica show
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Polish
2. French
3. Canadian(i know blame me)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being alone
2. Being Depressed while being alone
3. Not having real love
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. ice
3. guitar
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black Ride The Lightning tee
2. TriPP Shorts
3. Surgical Steel(in my face...duh)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. KoRn
2. Arch Enemy
3. Static-X
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Led Zepplin-The Battle Of Evermore
2. Alice In Chains-Would?
3. Linkin Park-My December
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. commitment
2. trust
3. loyalness
4. kinkyness(i had to add a 4th)
TWO TRUTHS AND ONE LIE (in no particular order):
1. I want happiness for all my friends and family and especially Sarah
2. I want to be remembered as a legendary 7 sring player
3. My life is on the edge
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. hair
2. large music interests in many genre's except country 3 primary(rock,techno,old skool rock)
3. piercings & ink
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Playing Guitar
2. being a radio dj
3. listening to music
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. See My Sarah
2. Red Bulls
3. Tattoos
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. professional dj
2. record producer
3. musican
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Norway
2. California
3. Rome
THREE KIDS' NAME YOU LIKE:
1. Rayna
2. Adam
3. Angela
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Bungey jump of of a waterfall in Norway
2. Get a bunch of Ink
3. Tell the president to fuck himself
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY/GIRL:
1. I love guitar
2. I love hanging out with the boys
3. I love my girlfriend
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Rayna Foss Rose(ex Coal Chamber bassist)
2. Christina Scabia(Lacuna Coil)
3. Amy Lee(ok who doesnt like her)
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. John
2. Michelle
3. Teresa
omg i cant believe i missed this quiz. i would of taken it earlier i I would of seen it but i've been kinda distant from the internet lately. i just Sarah would get on so I could see if i could chill with her a little before her moms comes home.
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[Wednesday
May 25th 6:04] |
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omfg im like so hyped up for once. i woke up at five a clock to bush and metallica. then i threw in some skid ow and cranked that at volume 10 just to try to wake up the neighbors. i took my shower and now im drinking my 2nd red bull of the morning. I had one to make sure I was awake and now i'll drink one just to keep me sparked up all day. I can't wait to get to school to see my Sarah. I fell a sleep at like 8:30 waiting for her to call and I guess I passed out cause my bodies was long overdue for a good nights rest, but know im ready for another testing day today. I have to take health and marine biology. I'm proboly gunna flunk cause, this year instead of keeping my grades up, I kept my high up instead and am paying for by flunking for the first time in my life. It blows, but at least i'll be in class with Jessica and John.SWEETNESS. i was listening to arch enemy as you can see, but know im rocking out with ATREYU. bow down on your knees and worship their greatness.fuck yeah.bleeding mascara is the trak and then im listening to me and Sarah's song "Aint Love Grand". anyway im gunna have to hit it so i can catch the bus for the first time in weeks cause my mom finnally started working again. she told me to be ready early cause its been coming before 6:30 so it sucks for me cause i hate waking up early. i'd rather sleep till noon and have fun all night and morning long."OMG DANNY YOU"RE SO HARDCORE" lol. yeah right if you want to call me that. anyway byez my friends. DANNY
I LOVE SARAH!!!!
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May 24th 15:42] |
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INCUBUS-ECHO
(TRACK 9 FROM MORNING VIEW)
There's something about the look in your eyes
something I noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
strange how it turns out that way, yeah
Could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
more subtle than something someone contrives
your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
strange how it turns out that way, yeah
Could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
could you show me dear?
something I've not seen
something infinitely interesting
hey wuts up me peep-ols???? nothin just relaxing around the house in a good mood that is kind of influencing me to write a song or something for the band. i just got done eating lunch/dinner. i had one of those crunchy honey mustard chicken salds from perkins with a red bull.OMG its the best damn thing i ever ate in my life. it like inspires me to become more of a health freak. yeah...lately i've been purchasing and taking vitamins like non-stop. i dont yet understand why. i guess something in side my crazed head told me that i was unhealthy and should try to get my body back on the right path. maybe its cause i always felt so weak when i drugged myself to near death, but it's like since i started sobriety i've been on a complete health quest. salads and sandwiches all the time. multi-vitamin and ginseng with my meds in the morning and a truck load of energy drinks and supplements. idk what it is but its making me feel better and more energized so whatever. i'm being stolen from once again!!!!!NOOOOOO! Michelle claims that she's stealing my lover to have beautiful emo babies. she says i have to take up John now. I shall not let it be. I refuse to be leftwith my bass player for the rest of my life.lmfao. im sry. im just like.....woah....hyper as a mutha fuk, as the whiteboys would say. If you were wondering what the Incubus lyrics were for they are there because that song reminds me of Sarah a lot. Its like how I awlways say to her the sight of her makes me happy inside. I feel completely alive again to be loved by such a bueatiful sweetheart such as her. I think to me the song means that she is the girl that rescued me from the dark cloud of depression,hatred and painthat I have dwelled under for so long. I have never been so happy in my life. no bullshit. I believe that she is a blessing that is one of a kind. never have I known someone so kind and so much like me ever. it makes me cry tears of happiness when i think of the position i'm in, in life right now. we help to ease each others pains from the past and just concentrate on the great moments that lie ahead in our relationship. 2 big ones for me are being able to watch Atreyu destroy the crowd at Warped Tour 05' while holding her in my arms for the whole set. that and being able to take her to the beach over summer and enjoy a nice sunset with her. If it was gunna storm it would be that sense of natural danger surrounding us which I love entirely just as she enjoys stormy weather. i just hope that her mom will be able to trust me enought to let me drive her around with me,cause then that dream can become a reality for me. I love her with all my heart has to offer and wish to hold her in my arms and never let go. well i'll be back laters everyone. laterz.
I LOVE YOU SARAH!!!:)
(4/16/05-5/24/05)-WITH NO END IN SIGHT
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OMFG...my one month anniversary with Sarah could not have been any better than how it turned out.I came to school early and sat around on top of building one for like ten minutes until the bell rung. i kep waiting Kasi walked by i said whats up and then there she was. walking so peacefully towards me with a huge smile on her face. I'm pretty sure i has a smile on too, except almost had a heart attack. I swear to god i must have had a heart rate of at least 120 cause i was shaking like a coke head feinding for an 8-ball. Well she finnaly got in front of me and i gave her some roses and my "Home Made" chocolate covered strawberries. She then gave me her gift which was some rich chocolate olvatine cause im the self proclaimed"Ovatine Boy" that had five little umbrellas attached to it. It meant a lot due to the fact that the whole thing had to deal with a few inside jokes we had with each other. She told me that i could only open one after every period except the one on top. I opened one right there in front of her and then ran off to class.Throughout the day i opened all but that top umbrella up. One said,STARWBERRIES,another said,OVALTINE BOY,another said,DANNY MAKES ME BLUSH HE IS MY SESSY BF,and another said,UMBRELLAS. Well as you could imagine i was very curious by the middle of the day what the fuck that top one said and was so tempted to open it right up, but i respected the fact that she wanted me to wait for the right moment to open it so i let it be.well finally lunch came. i went sat down and Sarah made me some of the ovaltine and it was good as fuck. I then had some more in chocolate milk and then ate some of the powder mixed with ketchup. Yeah i know what the fuck is a matter with me. Well she then took the last umbrella and threw it in her pocket so I couldn't read it. I went back to class all happy and stuff and was talking to Kaylee about how the day had gone so far. Then it happened. Sarah came to the back door of the studio like she always does and pulled me outside to alk by ourselves cause she had to run to the band room cause she didn't have a pass. She eventually got on the subject of what I wanted to tell her. Earlier I had given her a poem/note that said that I would tell her the rest verbally. I looked at her and said I think We know what we want to say and she offered up the umbrella and I finally opened it. it said exactly what I thoughit would say. The words"I LOVE YOU!". I then immidiatly said it back and told her she was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. She is though. I knew i was gunna fall in love with her from the first time I saw her. Walking through the courtyard in her converse hoodie with her red checkered TriPP pants and her bueatiful face being covered by her swift blonde hair that was flying in the wind. My heart melted from the black pit of despair it was and has now been rebuilt to 100% again with nothing but her face smuthering it. I have seriously never had feeliongs for someone like I do for her. She's very special to me and no one will ever take that away. Not even her old fashioned mom. If one of us had to die I know we would say the same thing. We would both die in each other's arms together. Anyway..back to the story. We talked later on in the evening and were dying to see each other so we got the idea for her to sneak out of her house to come over here. We were planing to do it at 12:30 but had to wait longer cause her dad was up late and beacuse the John crew was drinking in the lot across the street and if they saw me sneak the car out I would of been busted. Well after waiting another half hour Me and my sister snuck out the car at about 1:05 got rolling over to her house. We got there and drove up and down the street a few times and then she finally appeared. She got in and we hit it back to my place. We got home and quietly went inside. me and Sarah went to my room and started cuddling up and having funon my bed....not any of that dirty fun if that's what you pervs are thinking. We had like a hour and a half long kissing contest and just laid in each others arms for 3 1/2 long hours. Something crazy began happening though. I won't go into detail but I helped her discover a new side of herself which she now likes alot. Now I could call her my kinky emo...lol. I then took her homme at 4:15 snuck her back into her house and then hit it back home. Got home and finally crashed at 4:35. Unfortunatly something not so good was going on the whole time she was over. My mom knoew she was at the house all morning. She heard voices and then went to check up on it and saw herlegs on my bed and peeked through the crack of my door. I don't think she saw anything except us just chillin luckilly. Today it got a little worse though when she saw the hickeys on my neck. She just looked at me and took my head and said it was bad to have a neck full of em when you go to a job interview. It didn't bother me. School was especially twisted today when everyone was like shocked at how big they wre on me and shocked at the fact that Sarah put them there. Like I walked into 5th period 2 minutes late and I swear the whole class was eyeing me. Including all the wiggers and black kids. People asked me questions all day about it and it was like they never had a hickey before. teachers were shocked as well. Like I was waiting for Sarah outside her 3rd period and her teacher Ms. Dvorak called her a damn rabbit. She said it was her new nickname. I was like omfg. Well im prety damn beat from only having two hours of sleep so ima crash. peace out bitchez.
I LOVE YOU SARAH!!!!:)
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What would you do if....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I loved you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Self:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14]Have you ever hurt me?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Have you ever been mad at me?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] What when you hear it, reminds you of me?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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welcome back to murr tv. excuse that line there im just waking up. last night was awsome. i took Sarah out to the lehigh cinema to check out another movie. we saw Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. the movie was funny but equally strange. i enjoyed it though and i think she did too. i took dan along to cause he didnt have nothing to do so i didnt want him to feel left out. well we go there with my mom at about 7 and i went and got the tickets and waited for Sarah. when she got there i had to give her dad a rose to give to her mom for happy mother's day some people might think ooo why woould u do that? because thats just me. i show respect for my girlfriend's parents. then he drove off and i grabbed the rose i was hiding for Sarah, put my arms around her and said "how could i forget about you". i think she started getting shy cause she seemed a little quiet which is how she acts when she's shy. i also gave her a necklace i made her. it was a guitar pick on a little chain. it's special because the guitar pick i made it with was the the pick from the talent show(THE FIRST TIME I EVER PLAYED ON STAGE). i thought i should give it to her. i hope it means something cause she means so much to me so i thought why not give up something that has meaning to me. so someday if we make it big she'll be able to look at the pick and say she's got the first one ever used by me. i just hope she'll be with me when i make it big so she could experience for herself cause that would mean the world to me. unfortunatly we are no where close to making it big yet. we want to start playing party's and doing small local shows with our friends bands. then maybe from that we can cut a full demo and make money off that and build a fanbase. we also have to help Sarah and Michelle start their band. My Sarah will play the drums, Michelle is on bass, and their working out the guitar and vocals as i type. "The Virgin Suicides" will be the hottest female act out of this area ever. i promise you. well i cant type no more cause i have to go be little church man at church so i'll sees yall's l8r.
DANNY AND SARAH
4/16/05-5/8/05
8 DAYS TILL ONE MONTH
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hidey ho everybody. my god i been having the craziest 2 days of my life. i dont want to go into it because i want to foget about it and move on but im making a promise right now to all my friends and my wonderful girlfriend Sarah. I WILL NEVER EVER TOUCH DRUGS AGAIN,I PROMISE ON MY LIFE. i had a life changing experience that i believe was a message from god telling me that if i don't change my ways my future and life in general would be ruined. i learned i dont need substances to keep me happy. all i need is Sarah. my feelings for her are my high now. its the best high i've ever had. being able to care for someone so perfect and have them care back is the greatest feeling in the world. she's the coolest person i've ever met. i can tell her anything thats wrong with me and she'll understand and try to help me, just like she could do with me. she has helped me discover a side of me that i thought never existed. i found out that i have this very emotional side of me that i never realized was there. i just thought i was sensitive. i knew that atleast since middle school when kids would make fun of me until i broke down and cried my eyes out in the middle of class. im lucky that those years didn't kill me like they almost did, cause if i had died i would of never met Sarah. shge means the world to me and i will do anything to keep her from harm. if she ever got into some kind of trouble that involved life or death i would take her place as the person who dies. i'm serious i would die for her. thats how much she means to me. she's a little sweet angel that deserves to live as long as she's been put on this earth for and i won't let anybody ruin that. no one i know is so nice and caring as her. it's so great, ten days and counting and we will of been dating for a whole month. im absoulutly thrilled and can't wait till May 16th. i told Kaylee i have to get her some kind of gift for her. the best gift of all though would be just to spend the whole day with her. that would mean the world. i hope she can't wait for the one month as well. it's great cause the day falls on a monday so i can get a good night's sleep on sunday and come to school the next day prepared to enjoy a happy one month. john and michelle are doing very good. they just celebrated 5 months of being together. those two are absolutly perfect for each other. i don't think those two will never separate. any way the week end is finnaly here and its time to celebrate mother's day. i already bought my mom some carnations and i bought Sarah's mom a rose. i can't help but show her mom respect because she liked me enough to give me permission to date her daughter and i must maintain a good relationship with her so her mom doesn't try to break us apart. not like that would stop us from seeing each other anyway. if her mom tried that i would not listen to a thing she says. i'd still walk over to their house everyday just so i could be with her for a little bit of time. well hopefully we can all get together again this wekend and have a nice little hippy circle at Kaylee's house. i want to be able to just layout under the moon lit sky and just watch the stars with Sarah. that would be entirely beautiful. if only her mom wasn't so strict i would take her to the beach so we could watch the stars out there and watch the sunset and walk the beach at night and let the waves just roll over our feet. now that's a moment that be remebered forever. being able to experience something so beautiful with a beautiful girl and share each other's company. thats my idea of a good date. a movie,dinner, and a walk on the beach. maybe a concert as well if it was possible. well im gunna go so i could take a shower and call up my Sarah. bye-byes
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damn today has been another one that will be remembered for a while. first off i have to make an apology for the huge fuck up i made today in the t.v. studio. Sarah u know what i mean. I really am sorry for what i said to Kaylee. it just popped in my head and i said it. i promise i wont efver use that as a way to help someone again. not even as a joke. and Kaylee like i told you on the couch, DON"T USE ANY MORE DRUGS I BEG YOU! and concerning Kaylee she's literally in hell. she's in the same situation i was in way back when i was severly depressed. she sat back in the emo circle with me and let a bunch of personal things out that have been bugging her. she cried her eyes out right next to me. im not gunna sday what happened entirely , but the point is she need some help. she's been doing some very bad habits that i have been through and its killing her. i know a lot about how she feels cause i've been through the same shit. i feel bad as hell. i want to help her, but her situation has some even worse things involved. i told her that she needs to start being sober and NOT DO ANYTHING ELSE. i want to go over to her house this week end with Sarah and help her out a little. she says me and Sarah are the only ones that'll understand her without flipping out. I got to go help her, I owe it to her. Besides the fact that she's one of my good chick friends, she's the person who helped me get together with Sarah. without Kaylee i'd still be lonely and depressed. Kaylee helped me meet my angel and allow me to come to her house to chill and hook up with her. Now we have to help Kaylee find an angel. anywayz besides all that today has been pretty straight. i got to school late and walked by Sarah's class and got her to look to the door and she cracked a smile of happiness. i was gunna try to hide behind the door of her 2nd period cause it was ten minutes till 3rd and i didnt want to go to second so i chilled in building 3 but mr scallon came and fucked everything up. so i sat in our usual meeting spot out side her class and AliKat gave me the pic i was told i look all evil in. this is the pic right here.
Sarah is absolutly gorgeous in this pic. Ali said the picture is cute and good. OMG i got to finally see her play her bass drum at the drumline thing in lunch today. I didnt even know they came in. I was chillin with Michelle and Sarah's friends and i got up to throw sumtin away and i then saw the drums and her staring straight at me and i was like "oooo shit". She seen me notice her and tried to hide behind the drum being all shy and stuff, but me, michelle, and doug walked over and checked out the whole performance. She was looking all embarassed the whole time she was playing, but didnt loose tempo at all. i really enjoyed it. i was trying to figure out whats ongs they were playing, but couldn't figure it out. now i have to see her do color guard. hopefully the guard team is doing stuff for spring football. i'd be there in a heartbeat to check her out. well any wayz im gunna chill for now peace
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